Thursday, April 29, 2004
happy birthday, you.just wanted you to know how much i miss you....every day, every heartbeat. i probably couldn't do it without falling into some stupid cliche or the other but god, i do; so much that depth and breadth fade away and leave behind a chasm that seems to stretch into infinity because you can't see where the longing begins and if it will ever end. i wish you were here, especially now...there is so much i want to tell you, show you. i crave the sound of your laugh, the feel of your skin, lazy summer afternoons with the cooler droning and us lying around in the lounge talking...just a hug, just once; your wrist to put the flowers on your bracelets into line, your side to snuggle into. just once, one more time. one moment to tell you how much i love you still, how lonesome it can be without you, how much you still light up my life. can you see me? i'm the one blowing kisses into the sky.
to the original free spirit, with a devotion deeper than the sky. from the girl who got first dibs...happy birthday.
Mina at 9:23 AM
